Letter From The Editor

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This month’s guest editor is Erica Rucker (she/her). Erica is LEO Weekly's Arts & Entertainment Editor. In addition to her work at LEO she is a haphazard freelance writer, photographer, tarot card reader, and fair to middling purveyor of motherhood. Her earliest memories are of telling stories to her family and promising that the next would be shorter than the first. They never were. You can follow Erica on Twitter @FeralNegress, but beware of honesty, overt blackness and occasional geeky outrage.

What the fuck is counterculture? 

I’m sure pot smoking, Deadheads and bell bottoms come to mind but that's fiction. So many of those people were just kids who wanted to be different from their parents. They didn’t change much. If those “counterculture” people cut their hair or wore the right clothes, they’d be back in society as if they’d never left. They aren’t what we’re exploring here. 

When I started talking to Minda about guest editing this issue, I was a fancy and untethered freelance spirit. I don’t live a traditional life in many ways. I’m a Black woman, who sells the English language back to the people who forced my ancestors to learn it. I live in a counterculture.

It didn’t take me long to arrive at the realization that what was “against culture” or counterculture was really just the people and ideas that American culture refuses to see. People don’t join a counterculture in the ways of the past when lenses were clouded by the influence of a hegemony, which made the counterculture anything white kids “discovered” from any civilization outside that of their eurocentric purview. Counterculture of the past was a sea of Columbusing, while finding out sex, female orgasms, rhythm and herbs — that had been enjoyed for thousands of years — were fun. 

The real counterculture has always been where the people — relegated to the fringes or existing in any space outside of the white, male gaze —found home, work, power and understanding. In this issue of TAUNT, these are the women breaking into industries that had slammed doors in their faces, the researchers creating and fixing data that didn’t center or consider their communities, the people in transition discovering that their celebrated freedom comes also with grief, the bodies that offered real flesh and pleasure to feed and care for themselves, the artist exploring the paradigm of power and sex, and the folks who found ways to build bridges in protest and by telling truthful stories. 

This issue explores the things and people that society overlooks, ignores and relegates to the point of endangerment and how innovation creates opportunity. 

The writers took vastly different looks at what it is to run counter to the programming we’ve been given where we’re told what is “normal,” which really only means acceptable. It is my hope that we broaden folks' definition of counterculture and expand it past hippies and LSD.

One more note: For the cover we chose the image of the legendary Sweet Evening Breeze because her life and work made space for the very people we share in our issue. She cared for so many, wherever one was on any number of spectrums. So we honor that legacy and hope this issue does the same. 

Want to honor Sweet Evening Breeze yourself? Make a donation to the Sweet Evening Breeze Center for LGBTQ+ Youth in Louisville, KY.

<3 Erica


 
 

Table of Contents

 
Cover art by Keith Rose.

Cover art by Keith Rose.

 

 
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Trans & Menopausal


By Austen Smith

Menopause stories are often white-washed and drained of the color and textures that would make it feel tangible to the trans and gender non-conforming folks who go unrepresented, yet whose futures are more immediate and more dependent on every facet of systemic change.  When we think of menopause, the profile image is that of a cisgender woman, above the age of 50, and probably white. 

But I am an almost-thirty black, queer, transmasculine, and non-binary person. I’m also menopausal.

 
 
 
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OnlyFans in the Time of COVID-19


By Kelsey Westbrook

In detailing their day-to-days, Phelix, Lia and Marla all make it abundantly clear how much tireless work goes into online sex work. There is strategy when it comes to what you charge, when you post, how you post, who you connect with on the platform (many Only Fans sex workers engage with each other and share content, which helps new creators get a leg up).

 

Juice

Original Art by Yoko Molotov

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Tattoos, Counterculture, and Gender

By Sharon Lynn

I grew up in the ‘90s and ‘00s during the rapid growth in popularity of tattoos in mainstream media. Today, it is estimated that at least 30% of American millennials have at least one tattoo (I wouldn’t be surprised if it were more). There’s no doubt that tattoos will always be rooted in counterculture. But, with their being commonplace in pop culture today, some may question if they are even still considered counterculture. Ironically, some folks in the younger generations may feel that having no tattoos is more rebellious now.

So, are tattoos still counterculture?

 
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Food, Protest,
and Podcasting

By Kelly Nusz and
Darryl Goodner

This idea first started to develop when we began working together in Darryl’s ice cream shop. We had talked about podcasts, shared recommendations, and even discussed different ideas for podcasts that we would do. We also talked about food. Our go-to conversation topic is always, What are you making for dinner? We shared recipes, the process of making certain dishes, what went right, and what we did when things went horribly wrong. Working with and serving food always led to more conversations about the subject, but it wasn’t until these topics merged with the racial justice movement last summer that we came up with the idea for our podcast.

 

Reclaiming Research:
We Do Not Need a Narrator

By Marlesha S. Woods

Louisville has several organizations and initiatives interjecting qualitative and quantitative data led by people that have been disenfranchised or impacted through layers of inequality such as, Root Cause Research Center co-founded by principal investigators, Jessica Bellamy and Joshua Poe. RCRC has found pathways to ignite community driven research that reveals information gaps among power infrastructures and stakeholders. The center’s vision communicates, “We believe that the people most impacted by an issue are best positioned to discover the root causes and solutions of that issue. They are the ones with the firsthand experience, social context, insights, and networks that are necessary to fully unearth the whole story behind a deep-rooted problem.”

 

Thank You to the
Kentucky Foundation
For Women

This issue was made possible by a generous grant from the Kentucky Foundation for Women. Thank you for believing in Minda’s vision and supporting Black women publishers, editors and writers. (Also, shout out to Whitney Williams who lent her expertise in grant writing.)

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Thank You To Our Friends 🖤

Spencer Jenkins
Spencer graciously welcomed TAUNT under his umbrella at Queer Kentucky to help us launch. This is a partnership, a friendship, and a momentum that cannot be stopped. Please visit and support Queer Kentucky’s fight for LGBTQ+ visibility in the Bluegrass State.

David Welker
David Welker designed our TAUNT logo and the STATUS QUO social media teasers. He is also designing our upcoming merch (Crop tops are coming, y’all!).

Jon Fleischaker & Michael Abate

Jon and Michael were unbelievably generous with their time and encouraging of TAUNT’s mission to toy with what Louisville’s media scene should look like.

 

Josh Moss
Thank you to Joss Moss for his mentorship and early enthusiasm for TAUNT. TAUNT appreciate’s Louisville Magazine’s collaborative spirit in helping spread the word about the new kid on the scene.

Deedra Tate
Deedra Tate and Don Meredith Co. printed our big ol’ thank you postcards. And they did the things you want most out of a printer – For the job to be fast and done right. If you’re trying to get a handwritten thank you in the mail, donate to TAUNT.

Our 300+ Donors
Folks from all over the country tossed cash TAUNT’s way during a global pandemic because they believed in Minda and the believed Louisville is a city worthy of the nation’s concern. Let’s get heard.